There's so many questions and doubts in my mind,
If you searched my heart,
All the pain you would find.
Please just look me in the eyes,
For they will tell you no lies,
Hold me in your arms,
With all your wit and charms,
Listen to my heart beat,
Through all our passion and heat,
Hold on tight and don't let go,
Especially when things get harder, and they will I know,
And when I get the urge to run,
Just remind me of our love, hun,
Our connection deep and true,
You don't know how much I do need you,
But now I'm scared that things won't work,
I'm afraid in the end you'll turn into a jerk,
I'm afraid to give you my all,
In fear you'll let me fall,
Everything is so bottled up inside,
My tears want to fall and I finally don't want to hide,
I want you to know me inside and out,
And reassure me when I start to doubt,
I'm impatient, this I know,
I'm just afraid you'll let me go,
I just can't wait to start our life,
And that some day I'll be your wife,
Being apart just makes me so sad,
I want you here, I want that so bad,
I need that intimacy I crave so much,
I need to feel your ever lasting touch,
Right now I listen to you sleep, through a cold hard phone,
Hoping your dreaming about coming home,
I know you'll protect me and support me in all I do,
I really do believe you'll never let anyone hurt me again,
And I feel you are my forever best friend,
I will always be faithful as I know you will be too,
Just as long as I know I belong with you,
My insomnia comes when I need to confide,
All the bottled up fears I feel inside.

-Shelly Dyke

the ones you want to live with

or

am the ones you cannot live WITHOUT